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You are The Hierophant
Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.
All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.
The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.
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pasa

Ngayong Valentine's Day wala akong maibibigay sa iyo
kung hindi ang mga hagupit ng aking latigo
na siyang kikiliti sa iyong maputing puwit
at hita.

Tayo na't maglandian gamit ang mga posas
na siyang ikakabit ko sa iyong kaliwang kamay ---
hindi pwedeng dalawa, dapat isa lang para
naman ang iyong kanan ay pwede pa rin
magkasala.

Siga na, tara na, kamutin mo ang aking
katawan, ibaon maigi ang mga kuko, indiin
na parang kutsilyo hangga't ang balat
ay magmanhid, magsuga't mamula.

Magkagatan tayong dalawa, ang aking utong
iyong tirisin sa pamamagitan ng iyong ngipin,
Hahawiin ko naman ang iyong hita't hihiwain,
ang mga hapdi't sakit ating namnamin.

Huy, huwag kang magmahinhin, ngayong
gabi, wala tayong papalampasin,
bawat sulok, bawat butas, ating
papasukin.

At sa umaga, habang tayo'y namamaga,
muli nating susuriin ang isa't isa, ipapakita
ko ang sa akin at ipakita mo rin ang
sayo, bilangin natin

ang mga sugat at pasa na sa ating
katawan ay magmamarka. Muli
nating pisil-…

narcissus ikaw ba yan?

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Age: 30. Hometown: Quezon City. Day job: writer. First apartment: Somewhere in Timog. I shared the apartment with a very cool lesbian couple and a fabulous free-spirited artist. It was interesting because all sorts of creative people visited the apartment. It was very bohemian. But the memory that sticks out the most was when I came home at 8 in the morning and found all the three girls mopping the water that poured in from the storm the night before. After cleaning up, one of the girls took out her copy of Eve Ensler's Vagina Monologues. Everybody had to do a reading and I ended up mouthing the words: "My vagina..." Worst nightmare: Finally discovering that I actually have no talent and that I will die broke and dejected. Dream date: Piolo Pascual. What can I say, he is simply gorgeous. Most nostalgic for: The
time when I just met my boyfriend of three years. I was so in love then that I was ready to drop everything just to be with him. Of course, nowadays, things are a…

killing time on a very busy tuesday night

it's the show's anniversary. we have lots on our hands. i just want to get over it with as little pain as possible. earlier, i was running around the building like a headless chicken. i'm not sure why but i was. it was ridiculous if you think about it. i should've just sat in one corner, lit a cigarette and let all the panic subside. i am now in a nearby internet shop trying to calm my nerves. we'll probably start at around 10 in the evening or worse past midnight. i hope we put out a great show. that way i could sleep soundly tonight. i always forget though that i made a promise just before the year started. that i will love myself no matter how crappy my life gets.

Lola, is that you? Are you home?

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"Lola, is that you? Are you home? Hello!" sabi ko kay Lola Pacita nang lumabas siyang naka-pink mini skirt, purple tank top, at teased hair. "Eh ang mga apo ko pinaglaruan na naman ako eh," sabi niya. Tinawag ko ang dalawa kong anak. Mukhang busy ang mga mokong. "PAOLO! ALFRED! Halinga kayo dito!" sigaw ko. Mayamaya lang ay naririnig ko na ang kanilang mga yapag habang pababa ng hagdaan. "Yes mom-mee!" pakantang sigaw ni Paolo. "Hello! Hello! Mommy! I mishu!" sabi naman ni Alfred na mabilis na tumalon sa aking kandungan at pinag-hahalikan ako. Ipinahid ko sa aking manggas ang mamula-mulang lipstick na naiwan sa aking pisngi.

"Ano na naman ang pinag-gagawa ninyo sa inyong lola? Hindi na ninyo inirespeto ang lola ninyo?"

"Mommy, kasi si Alfred sabi niya maglaro daw kami?"

"Weh, ano ka, sabi ko magbahay bahayan tayo!"

"Hoy, wag ka ngang sinungaling. Walang hiya ka! Sabi mo parlor!" sigaw ni Paolo sa…